435.-438.
435 – When I first met Krishna, I loved Him as a friend and playmate till He deceived me; then I was indignant and could not forgive Him. Afterwards I loved Him as a lover and He still deceived me; I was again and much more indignant, but this time I had to pardon.
436 – After offending, He forced me to pardon Him not by reparation, but by committing fresh offences.
437 – So long as God tried to repair His offences against me, we went on periodically quarrelling; but when He found out His mistake, the quarrelling stopped, for I had to submit to Him entirely.
438 – When I saw others than Krishna and myself in the world, I kept secret God’s doings with me; but since I began to seeHim andmyself everywhere, I have become shameless and garrulous.
In his writings, Sri Aurobindo had a genius for expressing the most extraordinary experiences in the most ordinary words, thus giving the impression that his experiences are simple and obvious.
2 April 1970